ternyata...
it's so difficult to keep this tongue and mouth shut..
ya Allah.. please forgive me dear God.. no matter how many forgiveness i have asked to the people that i've hurt, it won't heal the hole i made in their heart, no matter what, it is still and probably would be a hole in their heart...
ya Allah.. only You would hear me scream and only You could forgive my mistakes and i hope You would ease their pain because of me... ya Allah...
please take care of my heart and my tongue..
how i've been careless, how i've been speaking too much, how i've been to proud of being me...
ya Allah.. it really is a painful lesson.. may You remind me of this painful lesson dear God...
ya Allah....
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Thursday, February 7, 2008
the 'TRUE' meaning of loyalty
talking about loyalty... sometimes it seems so absurd in nowadays condition.. everything seems to be just about WIIFM (What's in it for me..) but a week I ago, proudly I would say that i've witnessed the true meaning of loyalty..
Last week was Pak Sardjo farewell party, he took a year preparation for retirement. I've only been in suralaya less than a year, but i have a strong feeling for him. He's been very helpful as far as i can remember, out-spoken as he dared to criticize and state his opinion to almost anyone. During his last (and probably first) farewell speech, it was very clear to me, that he really is a true example of loyalty. He stated how much he loves suralaya and the employees have been like family for him (that's not just lip service, i've witnessed how he dealt with people), and with tears in his eyes he told the audience how he really wished suralaya would be able to exist and grow and he said, just like bung karno speech "aku titipkan bangsa ini kepadamu" Pak Sarjo said "aku titipkan unit ini padamu".. strong, simple, really state his feeling.
Loyalty might appear if this company really 'spoils' you with position and remuneration, but talking about pak sarjo, untuk his last day, he is still pelaksana.. he's the drivers 'manager'. But guess what, as far as i could see, he did that proudly and willingly and definetly minimum complaint....
so how the rest of us? about me? who has been blessed a lot by Allah? shame....
really wish I could build up my loyalty, and definetly has to remember Pak Sarjo motto "jangan pernah menyulitkan urusan orang lain"
May Allah blesses Pak Sarjo and his family until the end of time.. amin..

Last week was Pak Sardjo farewell party, he took a year preparation for retirement. I've only been in suralaya less than a year, but i have a strong feeling for him. He's been very helpful as far as i can remember, out-spoken as he dared to criticize and state his opinion to almost anyone. During his last (and probably first) farewell speech, it was very clear to me, that he really is a true example of loyalty. He stated how much he loves suralaya and the employees have been like family for him (that's not just lip service, i've witnessed how he dealt with people), and with tears in his eyes he told the audience how he really wished suralaya would be able to exist and grow and he said, just like bung karno speech "aku titipkan bangsa ini kepadamu" Pak Sarjo said "aku titipkan unit ini padamu".. strong, simple, really state his feeling.
Loyalty might appear if this company really 'spoils' you with position and remuneration, but talking about pak sarjo, untuk his last day, he is still pelaksana.. he's the drivers 'manager'. But guess what, as far as i could see, he did that proudly and willingly and definetly minimum complaint....
so how the rest of us? about me? who has been blessed a lot by Allah? shame....
really wish I could build up my loyalty, and definetly has to remember Pak Sarjo motto "jangan pernah menyulitkan urusan orang lain"
May Allah blesses Pak Sarjo and his family until the end of time.. amin..
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