have i?

there was a striking question from Chung Hu, the korean employee from Komipo who stayed in suralaya for a week for EEP Program. It was a simple, but made me realize what i've been feeling..
are you satisfied with your job?
that's a striking question.. been busy thinking about other employees 'satisfaction' and not realizing about mine. not suprisingly i said no. it's very simple, i think i haven't reached what i want, and probably not even close to the road that would lead to so called 'personal legend' in the alchemist. i enjoy my time working here, but i think it's still far from satisfied. i would say that why i'm still here and still trying to push my limit is simply because i want to be able to explain to The Creator that i've done everything (almost) i could to maximize what i have and more importantly, i'm trying not to cheat as working lower than my salary...
but... have i really been working to meet the standard of my salary or still lower???
have i????